Maybe this thread can be moved or something...
Anyway, if this has something to do with the Clear Defoko discussion, it really wasn't that big of a deal. The only real issue was distributing it. I don't think most of us will be upset with you if you stay. If anything, why not try making your own voicebank (which was suggested a few times iirc)?
If that's not it and you just feel like leaving, I wish you the best!