Hiatus? I don't know anymore..

Discussion in 'Farewells' started by hikari08, Jan 30, 2017.

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  1. hikari08

    hikari08 Ruko's Ruffians Defender of Defoko

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    Hello,

    ...4months ago I started to feel derpressed... I thought that, lately, I was feeling better but no.
    I know that my life is not the hardest of all, my parents are great so are my friends, but I started to wish that I was someone else... And I started to hate who I am. I know I'm a good person, but I have no talents... Now you will surely say: you have to work because things don't come easy in life. I know...
    But I feel like I'm losing interest in everything.. For exemple, when I open UTAU I close the program like 2 minutes later. I just feel like doing nothing...

    I still like UTAU, but at the moment, it's not fun anymore. Nobody has used my new voicebank (Kazene Rya KiraKira), and I'm asking myself why did I made a new voicebank ? Again maybe my expectations are too high. I know that my friend (GothAmaterasu) will use her, and I'm happy but I wish my utau was more popular. If I was someone else with an amazing voice and drawing skills maybe my utau would be popular ? It sucks when wanting to be popular becomes more important than having fun.

    I don't understand myself anymore... And that's why I think I'm going on hiatus. I will still come on the forum everyday, but I won't make covers.. except for the one I promise I would do.

    On that, sorry if I made English mistakes...

    Thanks.
     
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  3. CarrotBunz

    CarrotBunz Trash Defender of Defoko

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    I hope everything gets better for you soon. take your time on hiatus and don't stress about it much~
     
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  4. Piia

    Piia Retired User Retired User Defender of Defoko

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    I'm so sorry to read that, @hikari08. :sad:
    I hope the best for you in your hiatus. Do take your time to make yourself better, because feeling better is much more important than making covers ^^
     
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  5. LilyoftheValley

    LilyoftheValley Your local flower girl Defender of Defoko

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    I hope you feel better about things soon! And I downloaded your voicebank when you released her, just haven't gotten around to using her yet, will soon though ^-^
     
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    hikari08 Ruko's Ruffians Defender of Defoko

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    Thanks to everyone for the kind words !
    I will take some time for me to think about what I should do.

    Please tell me when you will use her ! ;w; Thank you for downloading my voicebank it means a lot !
     

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