Hello, ...4months ago I started to feel derpressed... I thought that, lately, I was feeling better but no. I know that my life is not the hardest of all, my parents are great so are my friends, but I started to wish that I was someone else... And I started to hate who I am. I know I'm a good person, but I have no talents... Now you will surely say: you have to work because things don't come easy in life. I know... But I feel like I'm losing interest in everything.. For exemple, when I open UTAU I close the program like 2 minutes later. I just feel like doing nothing... I still like UTAU, but at the moment, it's not fun anymore. Nobody has used my new voicebank (Kazene Rya KiraKira), and I'm asking myself why did I made a new voicebank ? Again maybe my expectations are too high. I know that my friend (GothAmaterasu) will use her, and I'm happy but I wish my utau was more popular. If I was someone else with an amazing voice and drawing skills maybe my utau would be popular ? It sucks when wanting to be popular becomes more important than having fun. I don't understand myself anymore... And that's why I think I'm going on hiatus. I will still come on the forum everyday, but I won't make covers.. except for the one I promise I would do. On that, sorry if I made English mistakes... Thanks.