Vocal issues for recording

TakeruInudo

Ruko's Ruffians
Defender of Defoko
So I won't bore you all with the details so I'll put it in a nutshell. Due to social anxiety I have a hard time really speaking regularly or even sing in my own apartment or near my fiance, because of this my voice easily cracks even when I talk, due to my voice cracking even with simple pronunciations.

I've been trying to overcome this issue & I really do miss singing as well & my failed attempts at VA but I can't do much recording if my voice is just going to crack & curdle from use.

Does anyone know a way to help improve & prevent voice from cracking? Keep in mind I had pollops on both my vocal chords & the doctors only removed half of them so that also plays into my voice cracking easily.