What can my UTAUs show you about my personality.

❤️PuririnLuka❤️

Arsloids Guardian
Defender of Defoko
So i'll start off with this
Mai Kawasumi= Selfishness and Greed
Kazuya Kawasumi= Jealousy and Anger
Mizuki Kisaragi=....nothing.....

Mai Kawasumi is my first ever created UTAU, but he resembles my selfishness and greed
Kazuya was next after Mai, but Kazuya resembles my feelings of jealousy and anger.
Then came Mizuki......she resembles nothing of me.....nothing at all.....

I am a really selfish,envious,and greedy person in real life....
I secretly in my house talk behind everyone's back when they actually make amazing work such as music,art, and lyrics... I am sorry, I don't post this anywhere tho, I just simply say it to myself... I will usually pretend to like it. I hate this feeling I want to be able to love it for reals...

I get angry when people ignore me, I want attention, it's all I used to ask for...

now you must be wondering why Mizuki doesn't resembles me at all...

if you compare me to her, we're nothing in common
She's Kind, i'm not
She's Gentle, i'm not
She's sweet, i'm not
She share's, I don't
She praises, I don't

I want to be Mizuki, Mizuki is an Alter Ego who I really wish I was, she is the reason why I still continue
as a person, I want to be Mizuki. There isn't a single day where I tell myself.
"I wish I was Mizuki."

I want to not be Selfish, nor greedy, nor angry at others, nor feel jealous.
I want to be Kind, sweet, and gentle.
I want to actually be really nice, I want to be able to help everyone else, I really....
I really wish I could know who I really am... I don't know who I really am no more.


But for now......
All I can say I will be on a hiatus.....
I want to be able to find who I really am. I want to be able to find my new persona
I will need time to see who I can really be

if I can be Mizuki or just stay as Mai and Kazuya....​