Hiatus? I don't know anymore..

hikari08

Ritsu's Renegades
Defender of Defoko
Hello,

...4months ago I started to feel derpressed... I thought that, lately, I was feeling better but no.
I know that my life is not the hardest of all, my parents are great so are my friends, but I started to wish that I was someone else... And I started to hate who I am. I know I'm a good person, but I have no talents... Now you will surely say: you have to work because things don't come easy in life. I know...
But I feel like I'm losing interest in everything.. For exemple, when I open UTAU I close the program like 2 minutes later. I just feel like doing nothing...

I still like UTAU, but at the moment, it's not fun anymore. Nobody has used my new voicebank (Kazene Rya KiraKira), and I'm asking myself why did I made a new voicebank ? Again maybe my expectations are too high. I know that my friend (GothAmaterasu) will use her, and I'm happy but I wish my utau was more popular. If I was someone else with an amazing voice and drawing skills maybe my utau would be popular ? It sucks when wanting to be popular becomes more important than having fun.

I don't understand myself anymore... And that's why I think I'm going on hiatus. I will still come on the forum everyday, but I won't make covers.. except for the one I promise I would do.

On that, sorry if I made English mistakes...

Thanks.
 

Piia

Retired User
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I'm so sorry to read that, @hikari08. :sad:
I hope the best for you in your hiatus. Do take your time to make yourself better, because feeling better is much more important than making covers ^^
 
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LilyoftheValley

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I hope you feel better about things soon! And I downloaded your voicebank when you released her, just haven't gotten around to using her yet, will soon though ^-^
 
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hikari08

Ritsu's Renegades
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Thanks to everyone for the kind words !
I will take some time for me to think about what I should do.

I hope you feel better about things soon! And I downloaded your voicebank when you released her, just haven't gotten around to using her yet, will soon though ^-^

Please tell me when you will use her ! ;w; Thank you for downloading my voicebank it means a lot !