I don't usually hate being alone, but when you're reminded all day that you're being left out of stuff, it hurts more than it should Oct 14, 2018 at 2:38 PM

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1. Haichou
  I don't usually hate being alone, but when you're reminded all day that you're being left out of stuff, it hurts more than it should
  
  Oct 14, 2018 at 2:38 PM
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  2. Haichou
    I know it's probably not intentional, and I'm probably overreacting like the anxious kid I am, but I'm not used to it hurting like it is now. I guess it's because I'm older than I was the last time this happened? :/
    
    Oct 14, 2018 at 2:41 PM
    
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  3. WyndReed
    I've had the same thing happen. For me it's gotten better as I've gotten older, but it could just be person specific. idk it's just a really tough issue to deal with.
    
    Oct 14, 2018 at 3:18 PM
    
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  4. DELTΔ
    this is like my daily inner thoughts lol. it gets better sometimes though, it can depend on the people you hang out with. it sounds like you might have toxic friends if you feel this way.
    
    Oct 14, 2018 at 8:29 PM
    
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2. Haichou
  I made one of those Charat Yoco(?) icons... I wonder if I should switch my pfp to that or not (I'm not used to joining bandwagons lol)
  
  Oct 12, 2018 at 12:05 PM
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  2. Soursop the fruit
    Imo, if you like the result, go ahead.
    I'm planning to change mine with charat yoco icon too because the result is so accurate to my char.
    
    Oct 12, 2018 at 6:33 PM
    
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3. Haichou
  https://soundcloud.com/mizuiro16/light-falls (1 of 2 older covers I wasn't able to upload before)
  
  Oct 5, 2018
4. Haichou
  I haven't felt this horrible in such a long time, I'd almost expected it to not come back. That was incredibly stupid of me
  
  Oct 4, 2018
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  2. MillyAqualine
    Aw é_è If you need talking we're here
    
    Oct 5, 2018
5. Haichou
  The only thought my brain is capable of forming right now is "aaaAaaaAAAAAAAA" and I kind of hate it lol
  
  Sep 24, 2018
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  2. kamonohashi
    has there ever been a more relatable post
    
    Sep 24, 2018
6. Haichou
  I hate how easily I lose all of my optimism. I had a feeling I was going to fully crash sooner or later, but I hoped it would be later. :/
  
  Sep 15, 2018
  2. Line Gheist
    hey dude if you ever need another ear to listen dm's are always open. sometimes people crash. just got to get up again. have a better day
    
    Sep 15, 2018
    
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7. Haichou
  Happy 2nd anniversary, Yuri!! https://soundcloud.com/mizuiro16/innocence
  
  Sep 12, 2018
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8. Haichou
  I'm starting high school today. I'm definitely not ready for this aaaaaa
  
  Sep 6, 2018
9. Haichou
  11 more days until Yuri's anniversary... it's so close now aaaaa
  
  Sep 1, 2018
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10. Haichou
  I haven't been able to sleep for two nights in a row. I really hope this'll fix itself by the time school starts...
  
  Aug 26, 2018
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11. Haichou
  I'm starting to remember why I didn't want to make a VCCV bank. Recording it wasn't too bad, but I have no idea how to oto this disaster lol
  
  Aug 20, 2018
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  3. partial
    If you need help otoing it I'm willing and available to do it for you!
    
    Aug 20, 2018
    
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  4. Haichou
    @partial: Would I be able to PM you about this? Thank you for your offer ^^
    
    Aug 21, 2018
    
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  5. partial
    Of course!
    
    Aug 21, 2018
    
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12. Haichou
  I'm going to be in London for the next week. I hope it'll be fun (and that I can access the forum at least once)
  
  Aug 12, 2018
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  3. WyndReed
    Awesome! Try and have some fun. See the sights if you can.
    
    Aug 12, 2018
    
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  4. Dangosan
    Don't forget to check the Olympic stadium!
    
    Aug 18, 2018
    
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  5. Haichou
    Thank you~ it was a lot of fun!
    (@Dangosan: I didn't get to see the stadium, unfortunately ;; that would've been really awesome)
    
    Aug 20, 2018
    
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13. Haichou
  I hope I don't miss Yuri's 2nd anniversary this year. If I'm lucky, I'll be able to finish a VB by then. (missing her 1st was bad enough ;;)
  
  Aug 10, 2018
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14. Haichou
  I might end my hiatus a bit earlier than I expected to. I'm hoping UTAU will be a good distraction from life right now. I really need one ;;
  
  Aug 2, 2018
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  2. WyndReed
    Are you doing okay?
    
    Aug 2, 2018
  3. Haichou
    For the most part, yeah, I think I'm fine. I'm just having a bit of a hard time right now, so I'm hoping things like UTAU will help me not focus on it too much. Thanks for asking ^^ sorry if that status post seemed kind of weird
    
    Aug 3, 2018
    
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  4. WyndReed
    It didn’t seem weird at all.
    
    Aug 3, 2018
    
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15. Haichou
  I'm going on hiatus for a month or two. I might stay on UF, but I'm not working on UTAU stuff anymore. I don't want to ^^; sorry
  
  Jul 14, 2018
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  2. Line Gheist
    Have a good hiatus, Haichou~~
    
    Jul 14, 2018
    
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  3. Jaap Vandenbroucke
    Have a good hiatus!
    
    Jul 14, 2018
  4. Soursop the fruit
    Aww...don't be sorry, sometimes people need hiatus.
    Have a good hiatus Haichou^^
    
    Jul 14, 2018
16. Haichou
  https://soundcloud.com/mizuiro16/stardust-release Yuri's first append is finally done!! ^^
  
  Jul 11, 2018
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17. Haichou
  I have no idea why past me started Yuri's core VB at version 1.1 instead of 1.0, but that means it's really at V1.3, not 1.4 ^^;
  
  Jul 9, 2018
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  2. Haichou
    I suppose that also means I haven't made as much progress as I thought I did? All of her future voicebanks will start at V1.0, though, unless I mess it up again... it's kind of interesting that it took me a year to notice the mistake lol
    
    Jul 9, 2018
  3. WyndReed
    I guess if you ever redo her bank you can start at V2.0.
    
    Jul 9, 2018
18. Haichou
  I can't think of any songs for a VB release + I haven't been able to tune, but I still want to release it near the 10th. This isn't good :'D
  
  Jul 1, 2018
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  2. Haichou
    I might just stick to demo reels from now on. I'd do one for this VB, but I usually see several users credited for the songs in them. I don't know if it's against an UTAU/social standard to do the entire thing on your own because... well, it's too late to ask anyone now. I'm out of ideas and kind of stressed, sorry
    
    Jul 1, 2018
  3. WyndReed
    I've seen people make all of the samples in a demo reel by themselves. There's nothing saying you can't do it if you want to. Depending on when your release date is, it might not be too late to ask around and see if anyone wants to do a demo cover for your reel.
    
    Jul 1, 2018
    
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19. Haichou
  Every UTAU user who's around my age is so talented, it's amazing... and then there's me, desperately trying (and failing) to improve xD
  
  Jun 24, 2018
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  3. Haichou
    @Line Gheist Yeah, I suppose that's true. I hope I'll be able to keep improving, even if it's not by a lot. It feels like I haven't been, but maybe eventually...? Thank you for the advice!
    
    Jun 27, 2018
  4. Haichou
    @WyndReed It's hard to be different sometimes... I know what I want to do, but it's not what's "in" right now, so no one will listen to it. Your profile post about this from the other day is 110% true. While it probably isn't a good thing, I'm kind of glad someone can relate to this ^^;
    
    Jun 27, 2018
    
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  5. Haichou
    @DELTΔ Wait, you're also 14? I thought you were 16 for some reason (it's definitely not a bad thing) For me, it says you joined three days later. Must be a time zone thing. I don't think that's my best cover, but thank you! I'm glad you like it. I'm sure you're not bad at UTAU, though!
    
    Jun 27, 2018
    
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20. Haichou
  https://soundcloud.com/mizuiro16/june
  
  Jun 22, 2018
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  2. Haichou
    (I should've realized this was becoming an "overrated" song before covering it, oops-)
    
    Jun 24, 2018
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