I probably won't ask to retire, but for now, I don't desire to be involved with UTAU or the community anymore. My new job has drained me physically, and, well, emotionally, I'm always drained. My depression and changing interests are making it difficult for me to maintain any friendships anymore, as well as the strange differences in thinking that I seem to have compared to most. There are things about me that are large pieces of who I am and have been rejected or laughed at so much I've hidden a large part of myself, perhaps even the most important things. My interests have dwindled, and UTAU and my friends are no longer things I have the energy to continue with anymore. So for now, this is goodbye. Thanks to all the nice friends I've made over the my stay, I appreciate you all. I can't do it anymore, though. Hopefully you'll understand, but if you don't, I have no better way of explaining it. The VCCV directory will no longer be maintained by me. Anyone who would like can ask a mod if they can have the thread. Goodbye, Utaforum. Thanks for everything.