Vent/Rant Thread

[IrisFlower]

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I should stay far away from everyone for like the rest of eternity. I don't understand why people put up with my annoying self and my constant complaining and LOOK I'M COMPLAINING RIGHT NOW! Because that's all I ever do is complain and worry about my own stupid self and I never consider anyone elses feelings and it's always about me me me. /headsmash

Why do I even have friends and why do they continue to put up with my bullcrap...because they're good people that's why and they totally deserve better than what I'm giving. Maybe if I just quietly but surely slink away no one will notice and I can just leave everyone else alone and stop bothering people and everyone would be just totes happier without me bothering them every minute of everyday and boggling them down with Iris issues. Nobody needs to hear about Iris issues.

That's a great idea...I'll just stop talking because no one needs to hear it from me and it's a damn shame it took something like this for me to see that. Sorry to anyone I've ever bothered or annoyed ever you won't have to worry about me doing it again, hopefully. I think I've learned my lesson now.

 

[Halo]

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I just realized one of my pet peeves is people using "I'm not in a good mood" as an excuse to get out of doing something, to bully me, intimidate me, or simply ignore what I'm saying.
They probably don't even realize what they're using it as an excuse themselves some of the time; but boy howdy does it push my buttons.

Too bad both my Girlfriend and best friend do this all the mother****ing time

 

[Austria]

rather soon isn't this 38

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//not directed at anyone here
look bro i get it you're sad that your parents don't really notice you that much anymore and they assume you get A's and stuff. ok yeah. your fish died. ok, sorry.
but no you just can't start whining to all of us no that's not how it works ok
you whine about how your mother slammed the door on you for no reason and you say doesn't care about you anymore
yet our other friend
is standing close by and her mother's disabled yet that friend never complains
she smiles
yet you
you man
you just can't be glad at what you've got
just

go away
ugh

 

[shinami]

parents
i worked for my money
mom, i know you're unsatisfied that it was a one time job, i give up on satisfying you in that
but it's my money and i want to spend it
not everyone on the internet is a pedophile rapist scumbag thief
those men are on facebook where there's easy prey, NOT an extremely nerdy program community why don't you get that dear god i've known these people for years
so darnit let me send money to someone to buy something

 

[Lemondolly]

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**** YOU. **** YOUR BOYFRIEND. **** BOTH OF YOU.
What the hell kind of friend goes around telling everyone I like someone I DON'T and doesn't consider HMMMMMMM MAYBE HE'LL ****ING CONFRONT ME ABOUT LIKING HIM? WHAT THE HELL? ARE YOU STUPID OR JUST PLAIN DUMB? Keep your ****ing huge ass nose out of my personal business and stop ****ing spreading your lame ass rumors about me trying to spark my new love-life WHICH YOU THINK I HAVEN'T MOVED ON BUT JOKES ON YOU, DUMB ASS, I NEVER REALLY LIKED YOU IN ThE FIRST PLACE!!!!! GAH!

 

[MillyAqualine]

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Enough of life

I HAVE ENOUGH TO BE BACKSTABBED

I HAVE ENOUGH TO BE LEFT ALONE ON THE LAST MINUTE AND THAT I NEED TO DO THE WHOLE WORK

ENOUGH TO LOSE MY CHANCE BECAUSE I DONT SPEND MY DAY ON A PC 24/24h

 

[OngakuCD]

DeviantPorn

I've been with devientart since 2007 and have witnessed so many things on that sight. It is a good place to expose your art and be recognized by people looking to recruit concept artist, animators, ect.  DA is a place for art right?

However, I can't help but feel such utter annoyance at the certain content allowed on DA. I'm talking about boobs, ass, and vagina's all up on the front page. I know that their is a filter content, but really now? I went to show my friend some stuff on DA and was so embarrassed when (no joke) 20 pictures on the first front page were of tasteless naked looking hussies (excusez-mon Anglais) and they thought it was a porn sight and that I'm a pervert =.=. There is a difference between artistic nudity and just plain tasteless pornography where people just comment "your hot", "I would so f##k you" and other shit like that.

Screenshot motivational posters.

Why the **** is that even allowed? The same way YT can detect copyright songs based on the sound waves (something like that), DA's submission process's should have a image detector for motivational posters and banned them.

Art theft

As I said before, there should be a image detector. If the DA system recognizes that this image has be uploaded before, then there should be a code you must enter to authorize the  submission. That way those annoying art thieves would have a harder time uploading shit (unless the original artist and all artwork is on pixiv or tumblr...)

 

[ScandinavianSweetie]

I wish I could let everyone who has ever abused me know how much they've hurt me.

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To you who I should call Dad: I'm not a punching bag.
Mom: Why didn't you ever stand up for me or save me?
Grandpa: I'm nobody's sex toy.
Brother: I never did anything wrong; why did you get me in trouble saying I did?
Classmates: I know I'm ugly because I'm Swedish, therefore foreign. I know I'm fat because I have curves and a big chest. I know I have no fashion sense because I don't dress like a friend.
Friends: Am I just a third wheel?

... I have a lot of unresolved emotions.

 

[Ant]

DeviantPorn

I've been with devientart since 2007 and have witnessed so many things on that sight. It is a good place to expose your art and be recognized by people looking to recruit concept artist, animators, ect.  DA is a place for art right?

However, I can't help but feel such utter annoyance at the certain content allowed on DA. I'm talking about boobs, ass, and vagina's all up on the front page. I know that their is a filter content, but really now? I went to show my friend some stuff on DA and was so embarrassed when (no joke) 20 pictures on the first front page were of tasteless naked looking hussies (excusez-mon Anglais) and they thought it was a porn sight and that I'm a pervert =.=. There is a difference between artistic nudity and just plain tasteless pornography where people just comment \"your hot\", \"I would so f##k you\" and other shit like that.

Screenshot motivational posters.

Why the **** is that even allowed? The same way YT can detect copyright songs based on the sound waves (something like that), DA's submission process's should have a image detector for motivational posters and banned them.

Art theft

As I said before, there should be a image detector. If the DA system recognizes that this image has be uploaded before, then there should be a code you must enter to authorize the  submission. That way those annoying art thieves would have a harder time uploading shit (unless the original artist and all artwork is on pixiv or tumblr...)

All of this. Ev-ery-thing.

 

[Lemondolly]

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Ugh why do things have to be so difficult!
I told you that I liked you AFTER you said you were thinking about asking me out on MORE THAT ONE occasion! ;_;
And then you led me on by telling me to ask you out if I wanted to go out with you and then when I did you said you couldn't because you had to focus on school work!
AND THEN you said the grade difference would make it hard right AFTER you said that in about a month we could go out and that it was now impossible for us to even have a chance.
And then when I asked you if you liked me back you said, "I don't know." Then why were you thinking about asking me out? You're so hard to figure out! You told me your mind is a ****ed up thing, and I believe you. You make little to no sense whenever I tell you about personal stuff. WHY.
I didn't like you until I recently realized how great of a guy you are. Why can't we just be together? I don't care if it lasts one day or even one year. The longer you put me off, the less time we have to be together before you leave. It's a fact. I really like you even though sometimes you really annoy me and make no sense whatsoever. I'm fine just being your friend but PLEEEASE. I really like you and I think we'd be happy together, like Maya and Neil said.

 

[SakisCookie]

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If you aren't going to take my advice, then I'm not going to listen to your sadness. Because it's seriously the same thing all the time and this can be solved very easily, but you're the one that continues subjecting yourself to the pain, so you're the one that's going to deal with it.

And I'm actually pretty sick of hearing about those people in general, so.

 

[Chaos Battery]

Alright, so me and my friend made a rap group, and we've been rapping for about two years now. But in every one of our songs, i'm always the second verse. Even though i sing the chorus, i'd like to start the song sometimes. Anyway, that wasn't what i'm so mad about.

Over the past two years, my friend has been making most of the beats for our songs, and he's only used two of my beats. I've been working really hard over the past three days to make an awesome beat for a new song, i just couldn't get the drums to sound right, so i called him and asked him to make the drums for me and send it back when he's done so i could mix it, but he said that he wanted to mix it, so i said that "That'd be alright". so i send him the beat, and he tells me to cut out the bass and send it again, so i did. About three minuets later, he says that he wants me to send him the instrument that starts on the 10th bar. I had no idea what he was up to, but i sent it anyway. About thirty minuets go by, than he says that he's done. So i check my email and get the beat, but when i listen to it, it sounds nothing like the one i sent him. HE USED MY INSTRUMENT TO MAKE HIS OWN BEAT! He didn't even send me the drum beat like i asked him to. Now i can't even use that instrument in my beat because he's already making a song with the one he made. I worked really hard on that and now i feel completely used! I don't have anyone else to talk to about this because he's my only friend. What should i do?

 

[Lemondolly]

Alright, so me and my friend made a rap group, and we've been rapping for about two years now. But in every one of our songs, i'm always the second verse. Even though i sing the chorus, i'd like to start the song sometimes. Anyway, that wasn't what i'm so mad about.

Over the past two years, my friend has been making most of the beats for our songs, and he's only used two of my beats. I've been working really hard over the past three days to make an awesome beat for a new song, i just couldn't get the drums to sound right, so i called him and asked him to make the drums for me and send it back when he's done so i could mix it, but he said that he wanted to mix it, so i said that \"That'd be alright\". so i send him the beat, and he tells me to cut out the bass and send it again, so i did. About three minuets later, he says that he wants me to send him the instrument that starts on the 10th bar. I had no idea what he was up to, but i sent it anyway. About thirty minuets go by, than he says that he's done. So i check my email and get the beat, but when i listen to it, it sounds nothing like the one i sent him. HE USED MY INSTRUMENT TO MAKE HIS OWN BEAT! He didn't even send me the drum beat like i asked him to. Now i can't even use that instrument in my beat because he's already making a song with the one he made. I worked really hard on that and now i feel completely used! I don't have anyone else to talk to about this because he's my only friend. What should i do?

I suggest you let your friend know exactly what is on your mind.

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URGH Why must this be so stressful? Why did you tell me not to tell anyone about me asking you out? My sister is starting to ask questions and I hate to lie! I can only avoid the questions for so long until I have to start lying! And now I heard Maya talking about you liking someone after she took a look at me and then when Ally asked she refused to say a name, only "That one person." So is this another one of the rumors she is making up or have you decided that you DO like me and you aren't going to tell me until you get your grades up? Please give me an answer! I'm freaking out and I'm more confused about relationship than I have been in my entire life! D:

 

[UtauYork]

Spoiler: Don't mind me, I'm just being a big baby.

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WHY????????? WHAT AM I DOING WROOOOOOOOONNNG??????

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[Ciara]

I have to get this off my chest, so...
There's this guy that I finally realized I like, which is huge because it's my first crush. I've been admiring him a long time, and I told my best friend about it. She was all like, "Awww! Cool! You two would be great together!" then, at the end off the day, she tells me she's been liking him too. She was freaked out about telling anyone though. So we made jokes and stuff about it for about a week. It was very obvious that they liked each other- at least, it was for me. I figured I should just tell him so I'll get over it. During the school dance I told him, but.. Well, I didn't really stick around for his response. Anyway, I was right in how he didn't like me. The next few days in school were normal. Then one day, when my friend was sick,I had this idea to write a book and the characters would be my friends from school. I started writing mini paragraphs about everyone, but I just poured ideas out, I didn't really think about what I wrote. He wanted to see what I wrote about him, so I let him. He read it over a couple times. Then he pointed to a section and asked about it. When I read it I freaked out- it was about her liking him! So he now knew... Thankfully she didn't get mad at me or anything. Their getting steadily closer- i can see it. But see, I keep waiting to just wake up one morning and be totally okay with it. I'm really not, though. He likes her, she likes him, they're gonna get together, and I'm happy for them. But at the same time I just want to Break down in tears. I guess I never stopped liking him, even when I thought I did stop. Truth be told, I still get goosebumps when he smiles at me, I still try hard to make him laugh. Sometimes i'll lie down at night and think, 'maybe his reaction was that he likes me?'
I guess love doesnt die easy, huh?

 

[shinami]

So many people talking about the trials and tribulations of love.

I'm almost a bit jealous. I'm really worried about myself - I've never ever romantically liked someone, and I'm almost 18. Everyone in my head is sorted into one or three catagories; a friend, a scumbag, or someone I don't know at all.

Maybe it has to do with my opinon of myself? I feel ugly (the photos I post here are me at my best and doctored), and I have an ugly personality; I know I won't date well because I'm not a very committed person and would barely care about them. Plus I'm a complete prude and dislike physical contact and have no clue what "dating" even is. It's just...I'd do those things with my friend. Why is "dating" special? The one guy I half-dated, not even (and we didn't even break up, we didn't talk for a long time and he started going out with another girl and I thought "good for him" and didn't really care), it was painfully akward even though he was handsome, my kind of guy (tall and had black hair), and we shared loads of interests.
The most we did was HOLD HANDS. I've never kissed a guy.
ugh

I'm not in a rush to do it all, but...I've never cared about it at all and I want to.

I really hope in college I start to understand...I really don't want to be asexual and never experience love, then I'll be alone forever...

 

[Lemondolly]

My wonderfully written break-up rant. ^^

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This was the worst possible time ever in the history of horrible times for my heart to go "doki doki" over a guy.
"Oh, this guy is your best guy friend and he's having grade troubles? Welp, lemme make you like him so you can be sad!"
That's basically it. His parents.... OMG why did they have to break us up?!?! Ugh I'm sorry I'm such a distraction to you but I'm not going to pretend to be fine after us breaking up. I know it only lasted a couple of days, but I seriously liked you and you told me you liked me. You told me things that made me feel like you liked me, too, but I don't know if I can wait so long until you get your C's up.

C's.

WTH? You got in trouble because you had C's? That's why your parents broke us up? BECAUSE YOU HAD ****ING C'S? WTF!

Even worse, my OTHER friend likes me(I think) and when I told him you and I were dating, well he asked about you A LOT. And I mean A LOT. Every chance you gets, he's asking me about what kind of a guy you are! What's gonna happen when he finds out we've broken up? He's gonna be all over me! It's already bad enough as it is that he was persistent when we were dating! I can't tell him we're still going out! Not only will that be lying, which will remain on my conscience forever, but I'd feel terrible and I'd be lying to one of my closest guy friends. Worst of all, I've started to tell people! W-what will they say to you when they find out you broke up with me?!?! I don't know for sure, but they might start giving you weird looks.

The worst part is, this is all my fault.

If I hadn't liked you, we wouldn't have broken up. My ex still thinks she's the only person I've dated. Not only is she gonna laugh at me AND you if she finds out we dated, but she'll probably turn everyone against you! She already tells everyone how much of an butt you are. Now she's gonna be like, "Oh he dated this girl that he liked and then broke up with her because he wanted to focus on his grades. What a douche."

What if when you finally decide to ask me out again, like you said you will, I've moved on and started dating someone else? My step-dad was right. Relationships are more complicated than I could have ever imagined.

And how you did it wasn't even respectful. Over Skype? I understand that you were crying atm and that you've been under a lot of stress, but you could have at least waited until Thursday. Not cool. At least she has enough respect for me to do it in person. I'm just glad we decided to still be friends. If you wanna get back together, PLEASE do it before the 21st. That field trip is just gonna be one big awkward occasion if we don't. I'll probably not even talk to you. I'll probably only talk to Kirsten. She's a girl, she can understand.

P.S. You're extremely confusing. I have no idea wtf you're talking about 40% of the time.

Also I'm sad that it only lasted 4 days but hey, better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. What we had wouldnot  have lasted a year like you were fearing it would have before you leave. You couldn't bare so much as to... um... touch me(like kiss or something) or anything romantically. The most romantic we ever got was you telling me I was cute, which was it. I wanted to kiss you, I truly did, but too many people were around and you displayed no interest in taking part in such activities. It probably wouldn't have ever happened, unless under extreme circumstances, now that I think about it.

P.S.S. Why did you cute your hair? I liked you so much better when it was longer like the week before we started going out! D:

 

[SakisCookie]

So many people talking about the trials and tribulations of love.

I'm almost a bit jealous. I'm really worried about myself - I've never ever romantically liked someone, and I'm almost 18. Everyone in my head is sorted into one or three catagories; a friend, a scumbag, or someone I don't know at all.

Maybe it has to do with my opinon of myself? I feel ugly (the photos I post here are me at my best and doctored), and I have an ugly personality; I know I won't date well because I'm not a very committed person and would barely care about them. Plus I'm a complete prude and dislike physical contact and have no clue what \"dating\" even is. It's just...I'd do those things with my friend. Why is \"dating\" special? The one guy I half-dated, not even (and we didn't even break up, we didn't talk for a long time and he started going out with another girl and I thought \"good for him\" and didn't really care), it was painfully akward even though he was handsome, my kind of guy (tall and had black hair), and we shared loads of interests.
The most we did was HOLD HANDS. I've never kissed a guy.
ugh

I'm not in a rush to do it all, but...I've never cared about it at all and I want to.

I really hope in college I start to understand...I really don't want to be asexual and never experience love, then I'll be alone forever...

Giiiirl
A lot of times, I really don't understand what it means to 'like' someone. Maybe I'm just being cynical, but...I dunno. Like, I ask someone why they like their boyfriend/girlfriend and the usual answers are, "They're funny, they're smart, we have so much in common, etc etc."
I mean, that sounds like forty other people. So what distinguishes someone enough to like them?
I think I think about this because my last boyfriend, I didn't even think about liking him until someone mentioned he liked me first. So I think I just...liked the affection?
I've only dated two guys in my life, and neither lasted longer than a few months. And we never did more than peck. :B

Dating is overrated. But I agree, no one wants to be alone.

 

[OngakuCD]

I'm almost a bit jealous. I'm really worried about myself - I've never ever romantically liked someone, and I'm almost 18. Everyone in my head is sorted into one or three catagories; a friend, a scumbag, or someone I don't know at all.

Maybe it has to do with my opinon of myself? I feel ugly (the photos I post here are me at my best and doctored), and I have an ugly personality; I know I won't date well because I'm not a very committed person and would barely care about them. Plus I'm a complete prude and dislike physical contact and have no clue what \"dating\" even is. It's just...I'd do those things with my friend. Why is \"dating\" special? The one guy I half-dated, not even (and we didn't even break up, we didn't talk for a long time and he started going out with another girl and I thought \"good for him\" and didn't really care), it was painfully akward even though he was handsome, my kind of guy (tall and had black hair), and we shared loads of interests.
The most we did was HOLD HANDS. I've never kissed a guy.
ugh

I'm not in a rush to do it all, but...I've never cared about it at all and I want to.

I really hope in college I start to understand...I really don't want to be asexual and never experience love, then I'll be alone forever...

I'm 18 and I've never has a boyfriend or ever been on a date. My mom keeps bringing it up every time she gets the chance and I keep telling her I'm not interested. It's not that guys never had a interest in me, it's just that I don't really care about being in a relationship. For one, I get bored of people and like you stated, I don't think I could be committed. I prefer to have a guy who is a friend to hang out with. I guess you can say I like the  male company without having to be placed in a relationship. I hate hugs and compliments (I especially hate it when someone says "I love you" =.=. I just respond with "mhmm").Sometimes I do feel bad about myself when I see my friends in relationships and become envious, but it's a short lived emotion and I move on :P.

So I guess I'll just remain asexual forever XD. But then again I'm in my last year in high school, maybe something will change by the time I go to college and see some men

p.s I don't think your ugly :3

 

[PKLpikachu]

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and he's gone. maybe in another time, another place... things would be better. let me meet him again in this lifetime. please.