Rant Thread

[Fawkesy]

Not really a rant. More of a...confession? I guess?

Spoiler

...I...feel really bad when I see people talking about the awfulness of parts of this community.

I mean, I've never personally been involved in drama. I have a natural talent at vanishing when things get fight-y. So...whenever I see someone saying they feel invisible or that they wish they were noticed more, I kind of scramble to the rescue. Send them a message just to say hi, or vow to use their UTAU a billion times. I just...want to make people happy. eAe

But does that make me too compliant? Does that make me a suck-up? I don't think so. I just can't stand people being upset.

Honestly? That's why I started doing my UtaView. I want people to not feel invisible. There are at least seven voices on my 'To Review' list just because their creator is on this forum and I said to myself, \"I liek you. I'mma give you at least a few more views. It's not much, but I'll do all I can...\"

...let's just all be happy. Come on, everypony. Smile.

This is why I try to use a lot of other peoples utaus. I want other people to hear good but unloved utaus....and yeah. <3

 

[creamwolf]

I keep making nice covers. But I can't draw. I cannot, to save my life, produce a drawing worthy of being cover art. I need to learn how to use MMD and PMD, otherwise I have no chance of getting my finished stuff posted.

i can probly help with drawing ^3^ if you want

 

[SkyStrawberryLollipop]

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Not really a rant. More of a...confession? I guess?

Spoiler

...I...feel really bad when I see people talking about the awfulness of parts of this community.

I mean, I've never personally been involved in drama. I have a natural talent at vanishing when things get fight-y. So...whenever I see someone saying they feel invisible or that they wish they were noticed more, I kind of scramble to the rescue. Send them a message just to say hi, or vow to use their UTAU a billion times. I just...want to make people happy. eAe

But does that make me too compliant? Does that make me a suck-up? I don't think so. I just can't stand people being upset.

Honestly? That's why I started doing my UtaView. I want people to not feel invisible. There are at least seven voices on my 'To Review' list just because their creator is on this forum and I said to myself, \"I liek you. I'mma give you at least a few more views. It's not much, but I'll do all I can...\"

...let's just all be happy. Come on, everypony. Smile.

  You're just so.. *lip quiver* SO NICE. I love the fact that you do that :D As one of the least noticed people in the fandom, I find you to be amazing man. AMAZING. I COULD JST HUGGLE YOU FOREVER.
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...and now we are friends. -cling- ouo

.......-upgrades-
[/quote] Holy cow man! YAY! I made my first friend :D I'm going to hug you and love you and WE CAN LIVE TOGETHER AND YAY! And can we watch ponies when we move in together? :D

 

[Roze]

I keep making nice covers. But I can't draw. I cannot, to save my life, produce a drawing worthy of being cover art. I need to learn how to use MMD and PMD, otherwise I have no chance of getting my finished stuff posted.

THIS. I can relate to this! ; A ; I'm trying to get someone to make me an MMD but..No such luck. I've got at least 6 songs that SHOULD have been previewed last month, but with no art and no artists (on other sites, just so nobody thinks I'm ranting out on them here ; w;''' ) willing to commit and actually pull through with their work, when they're not even busy.. :C

 

[creamwolf]

if anyones feelin bad about drawing id be happy to do so,free of charge

 

[Zelfie Windwalker]

Why haven't I learned my lesson about saving my work yet? X(

Spoiler: FML

>Working on Momi Cup MMD
>*le clicks different frame*

>computer freezes, monitor goes to sleep

>*presses ctrl-alt-delete*

>BSOD

>BSOD loop

>Then I have to do a system restore...

All of this happened after three hours straight of animating. I WASTED THREE HOURS OF MY LIFE ;__; *cries forever*

 

[SkyStrawberryLollipop]

Why haven't I learned my lesson about saving my work yet? X(

Spoiler: FML

>Working on Momi Cup MMD
>*le clicks different frame*

>computer freezes, monitor goes to sleep

>*presses ctrl-alt-delete*

>BSOD

>BSOD loop

>Then I have to do a system restore...

All of this happened after three hours straight of animating. I WASTED THREE HOURS OF MY LIFE ;__; *cries forever*

I feel the saaame way.. *le playing Pokemon* *catches legendary*YESSS! x3 *Battery dies*  NOOOOOO I NEVER SAVEDDDDDDD ..... I'm so sorry though D: It's really sad when that happens..

 

[dCatharsis]

Spoiler: Spoiled because it's religion-related stuff.

I ****ing hate when people baptizes their sons and/or daughters when they're too young for deciding that. It's unfair and you look like you're shoving your religion down to their throats.



The thing is, I have to go to one tomorrow.
And I have lots of university homework to do. Even with that excuse, they don't let me not going to it.

FML.

 

[Asteriski]

My parents are out at a concert. I am here alone. It's dark. I'm hearing things. Some might just be the cats, but it's unnerving...

 

[SakisCookie]

My parents are out at a concert. I am here alone. It's dark. I'm hearing things. Some might just be the cats, but it's unnerving...

I know that feel bro.

Except, in my case, I'm having anxiety attacks because I'm addicted to reading creepypasta, even though I know how they affect me...

To this day, I have to reach into the bathroom with my head turned away to flip on the light before I ever step inside.

 

[Fawkesy]

To this day, I have to reach into the bathroom with my head turned away to flip on the light before I ever step inside.

This. I do it every night. Even if I'm not scared. xD

 

[Cdra]

Spoiler: plenty of swearing about roommates and cats

I know having a cat is against apartment policy.  I know that.  But do you think for once in your life you could put aside your goody-goody rule-following ****ing high-and-mighty morality and let me have one?  Holy ****, roommate.  It's not like anyone would fine out, cats don't meow louder than people talk, they don't smell especially if their litter boxes are say, in my bedroom, plus she's declawed so it's not like she'll damage the furniture, and even if they did SOMEHOW find her the policy dictates that I get a slap on the wrist--a ****ing FIFTY-DOLLAR FINE. FOR -REPEATED- OFFENSES.  Seriously?  Big ****ing deal.  I'd gladly risk it for the sake of my sanity.

I know this seems like a small thing to you, but given that I can't sleep and I'm having horribly vivid nightmares about not having a cat because of all this, you think you could let me bring her for the sake of my sanity?  I mean it when I say I get lonely without them, horribly so.  And my depression is throwing me for a major loop right now because of you, so just, at least, ****ing... give me one chance.  Let me bring her up.  Because the only ****ing reason I can't is because you don't want to break A ****ING RULE IN PLACE FOR -SANITARY- REASONS.  Not like I don't ****ing know how to clean up after a cat, I've only raised FIVE-HUNDRED of the damn things.  I'll be solely responsible for taking care of her and for taking the fall if people find out... so please just give me a chance... it really hurts.

This is the only ****ing reason I wanted an apartment anyway, asshat.

 

[Fawkesy]

Spoiler: Just complaining about stuff. May contain foul language.

I feel like my elementary friends are nothing but whores/players now. In all their pictures I see them drinking booze, or dress up in friendty outfits and for the guys, they act like douches.
What went wrong in their lives that made them do this? I just can't comprehend it. I personally hate drinking/drugs/etc. It's a stupid way to mess up your life(no offense to people, just my opinion, yo.)
UGH but I just hate it! They use to be my best friends...what the hell happened to the sweet little girls and boys I knew? D:

I was the oddball out because I am/was brunette. xD And I played video games and they weren't into them. 

 

[adriann]

I really wish my posting here wouldn't bump up the rant thread because it's not as important...

"If you don't have anything nice to say, do not say anything at all."
^that is my creed.
And just

Spoiler

people on tumblr just HAVE to reblog every utau confession post and state reasons why the person who wrote that confession is butt-hurt or saying something stupid.

Like, are you kidding? Can you just leave the person and the post alone... it's an opinion... and many people agree with it... many people disagree with it as well... just oh my god

#moreembarassingthingsaboutUTAUcommunity

 

[creamwolf]

well i cusnt find someone to make a model of my utau,guess i have to try and take matters into my own hands,wait,,too stresseed out with all the gitches and errors
...........need help srsly- _-

 

[IrisFlower]

Spoiler

People who ask for critiques but really just want praise...-rolls eyes- Go crawl into a dark hole and die. If you can't handle a critique don't ask for one...it's that simple. They're never going to be what you want them to be...good ones anyway. And when I do critique you...don't throw the whole, "Well you're art isn't any better so you don't have a right to say anything!" argument(for lack of a better word) at me.

First I know my art sucks alright? I know it does you don't have to remind me. That being said I'm not the one who asked for a critique YOU are. And just because my art is crappy doesn't mean I don't know what I'm talking about.

If my mom hands me a plate of old dry meat with way too salty vegetables and hot soda...I don't need to be a chef to know that that particular meal is going to taste bad. If I'm throwing up blood every fifteen minutes, I don't need to be a doctor to know something isn't right with my body. If I see a car going down the road with it's engine smoking and burning, I don't need to be a mechanic to know that the car needs repairs(or needs to be scraped).

If I tell you your coloring could use a bit of work, just because mine isn't the greatest, doesn't mean I have no idea what I'm talking about. Prick...

 

[stormylullaby]

Spoiler: Don't mind me, just typical friendship drama...

You know your love life sucks when a seemingly "asexual" girl who "doesn't do those things" has a boyfriend a few years older than her. & today's their 3 month anniversary. & you didn't find this out until today. & they're supposed to be your good friend.

Today's also my best friend's birthday.
Well...ex-best friend.
I'm not even sure she considered me her best friend. I did though.
I hate people like that.
I'm not even sure my current best friends care about me like I care about them.
Not that I'm complaining or anything. I love giving & seeing them so happy. But at least some acknowledgement for it would be in order, no?

 

[SakisCookie]

This'll probably sound stupid. It does to a lot of people... orz

Spoiler

Living with chronic anxiety is the worst thing on the whole effing planet.
I used to be so care-free. I could ride ANY rollercoaster and listen to ANY scary story and NEVER worry.

Now? I can't even get in an elevator without struggling to breath. I see a picture of Slenderman, and I have to curl up and cry until I manage to pass out at 1 AM. When my arm falls asleep, it takes almost an hour for my parents to convince me I'm not having a heart attack.
Even now, in my history class, we're learning about the Cold War and atomic bombs and stuff. I, of course had to be the one to spend the rest of the day depressing myself with imagining what it would be like to die in an explosion.

And when I tell my friends these things, they say I'm being a baby or I'm being melodramatic. Like...it's not like I CHOOSE to feel this way. Learn a little about anxiety and you'll find out I'm in no control of it what-so-ever. I can have panic attacks about NOTHING. Literally, I'll just be sitting there and suddenly I get dizzy and out of breath and start shaking violently.

Last summer, I stayed up until 5 AM every night. Not because I wasn't tired, but because I kept having these AWFUL nightmares about a woman with black hair tearing into my chest.

God, anxiety. Go die in a hole and leave me alone.

 

[stormylullaby]

This'll probably sound stupid. It does to a lot of people... orz

Spoiler

Living with chronic anxiety is the worst thing on the whole effing planet.
I used to be so care-free. I could ride ANY rollercoaster and listen to ANY scary story and NEVER worry.

Now? I can't even get in an elevator without struggling to breath. I see a picture of Slenderman, and I have to curl up and cry until I manage to pass out at 1 AM. When my arm falls asleep, it takes almost an hour for my parents to convince me I'm not having a heart attack.
Even now, in my history class, we're learning about the Cold War and atomic bombs and stuff. I, of course had to be the one to spend the rest of the day depressing myself with imagining what it would be like to die in an explosion.

And when I tell my friends these things, they say I'm being a baby or I'm being melodramatic. Like...it's not like I CHOOSE to feel this way. Learn a little about anxiety and you'll find out I'm in no control of it what-so-ever. I can have panic attacks about NOTHING. Literally, I'll just be sitting there and suddenly I get dizzy and out of breath and start shaking violently.

Last summer, I stayed up until 5 AM every night. Not because I wasn't tired, but because I kept having these AWFUL nightmares about a woman with black hair tearing into my chest.

God, anxiety. Go die in a hole and leave me alone.

You. Come here. Let me hug you.

Spoiler

Someone who understands my pain. You have no idea how hard it is for people to understand when I start freaking out & panicking for almost no reason at all. It's definitely NOT stupid & is a legitimately serious issue. I dunno about you, but I don't take medicine for my anxiety...parents think I'm just dramatizing the situation. It's...painful. Living with it. Just know you're not alone in your struggle :/

 

[PandaLolii]

Spoiler

Apparently, if someone is really nice, you're not allowed to recognize they have flaws? 8T;;
A previous teacher I had is incredibly nice, a real sweet lady, I have no hate for her? But she was too soft on us, she let us hand things extremely late no problem and people who basically never once showed up still passed the class with a high B I think?

So when talking to someone else about this, another friend overheard (who insanely loved having this teacher) and scolded me??? Saying I shouldn't say these things about her. I mean, I understand maybe the idea I shouldn't be so negative (regardless of the legitimate conversation I was having) but I wasn't saying I hated her. I didn't mention how awful she is as a person? That she's incompetent or anything. And she (friend) was the same person who had no problem giving snarky comments to other teacher's and their flaws / lack of skill etc. which really irked me because...at least be consistent with your opinion. Don't say "you can't say that about a teacher" and go around talking about another you're not happy with?